i shouldn't have went.

i shouldn't have. i don't know why but it seems that everytime i see you or something that's yours, it will somehow hurt me. everytime. i feel like telling you all these. but than again, that's not me. if i were to tell you all these, i wouldn't be feeling so much pain right now. i would have probably given up. i would probably have felt way better right now.

i want to erase the memories i had with you. but the walk to srjc is quite a distance and i'll keep thinking about such stuffs. but then again, thinking is kinda redundant, it won't really help. no, it won't help at all.

but in anycase, you've changed tremendously. i preferred the old you. but than again, at times, your old self comes out and makes me confuse. the warmer side of you. i wish i could really say, "i don't like you now" but under certain circumstances, its very hard. maybe you were pretending, maybe you're not that nice afterall. maybe you're just being a flirt.

maybe, i'm wrong.

the pain is so deep. so so deep.

im doing it, again.

从来没爱过， 所以爱错。